If you’d like to encourage Nat to continue with this sort of thing, how about throwing a Little Kiss On The Forehead his way (it’s a Buy Me Coffee link):
The Beautiful & The Doomed
Welcome to The Beautiful & The Doomed, the feature column by Generation Apocalypse Webzine‘s Editor Nathaniel Murphy. This is what I do instead of going to therapy (it’s a joke, but only kinda).
In all seriousness, this column is inspired by my love of the World and the people in it – and the soul-wrenching feeling that Humans are not supposed to live like this.
In this brief introduction, I go into more detail about what I want the column to be and what I hope readers get out of it. This column is organized into three Projects so far.
The first Project is A Doomer’s Guide To Getting Right With The Apocalypse, which I wrote as a way to try to make sense of who I was and who I wanted to be while trying to pull myself out of full nervous breakdown. It gets a bit heavy, but it did what I hoped it would do – and how often does that really happen? That article was the seed that spawned this column and this website – so if nothing else it gave me a direction to move in and an outlet for my love of making pup memes.
The other two Projects are called Keywords For The Apocalypse and The University Of The Commons. See below for more information.
I will add more Projects as the fancy strikes but for now these three are good enough for me. Besides these, I think I’ll be treating this as my blog page, so I’m gonna also link to the other Projects I’ve shared on other sections of Generation Apocalypse Webzine, all of which are just supposed to be a wee bit of fun.
A Doomer’s Guide To Getting Right With the Apocalypse

This Project started as a way for me to try and pep-talk myself out of a nervous breakdown – and in it’s way it did help me do just that. I’m not saying that I’m all healed up, but at least I now have a very guarded Hope for the Future again and that is because of the Path that writing the Doomer’s Guide set me on.
Anyway, it began as a 14 part essay and I was planning on keeping it that way, but as my attitude towards the Future has changed I find myself wanting this Guide to reflect that ongoing Process. So I will be adding further essays to it that mainly deal with navigating The Stupidest Apocalypse Ever.
The University Of The Commons

I don’t have a cool cover for this one yet, but as soon as I can think up something good I’ll change it up, don’t worry none. For now I’m just gonna use the cover photo for The Beautiful & The Doomed Column, which I think is my foray into graphic design anyway.
Anyway, The University Of The Commons Project is about building Institutions that would serve Humanity better than a lot of what we have now as we stumble forward into various possible “Hell On Earth” scenarios. Idk but I think this is something that should be on everyone’s mind – I know there are already a lot of people preparing for an unpredictable Future, but there is always room for more. Like I said, I think this should be the foremost question on roughly 8 billion people’s minds.
Keywords For The Apocalypse

This Project was inspired by 20th Century Rhetorician, Raymond Williams, who in his book called surprisingly enough Keywords he has entries for various words that due to Political (and other Social and/or Cultural) Reasons have a few competing meanings, resulting in people often talking past each other on important issues.
My version of Keywords either takes popular Words or Phrases that I think sucks a high degree of donkey butt as jumping off points for some brief Social Critique, or I take Words or Phrases that I think should be popular and do my darnedest to explain why.
The GenPox Pack Present:
Genuine Horoscopes
The Pups Who Aim To Please & Claim To See What Fate Decrees!
Are Your Humors Out Of Alignment Because You Are Most Vexed By What The Future Portends, But You Have Lost Faith In Standard Astrologies & Other Augurical Arts In These Ominously Fluxual Times?
Well, Fuckin-A: Us Too! But don’t worry, friends, Koda and the rest of the GenPox Pack got us all hooked up, they “Aim To Please And Claim To See What Fate Decrees“. (These are Koda’s exact words btw. I was gonna post a video of it but he told me that no one ever believes a talking dog and he doesn’t wanna risk losing his credibility, so you’re just gonna have to take my word on it for now.)
Anyway, find What Sign You were Born Under and discover what fate hath decreed for thee with your genuine genPox pack horoscope:
UnQuesting Fire

UnQuesting Fire is a weird little show I put together made completely from screenshots from my phone of Final Fantasy games – and as one might expect these are on the frantic and slightly chaotic side, but I still think that a coherent narrative forms from the chaos. All in all, it’s just supposed to be fun and I think it accomplishes that.
I’m planning on doing three basic story lines for the show: the principle story line – the one where the “unquest” happens – is called Dimmer Than Darkness and follows a band of heroes led by various incarnations of a fella called McNat as they go on a Quest to Return Fire to the Gods in a bid to undo Civilization and save the Planet. The second story line is called The Further Adventures Of Stoner & The Veev, and I’ll give you one guess as to what their Quests are in search of.
I don’t have any Episodes of the third story line yet, which I’m calling Backstage At The Ghostly Theater, which I’m gonna try to be a reflection of my internal dialogue. But somewhat coherent. Hopefully.

Anyway, I only have an Episode each of the first two story lines, and it will probably stay that way for a little while, because I need to have like a two or three week stretch where I can work on them and nothing else. I’ve found that in order to make a coherent narrative out of disjointed screenshots you need to be in a certain kind of headspace and way of thinking that makes it hard to do anything else. And because it is an entire way of thinking, flipping it on and off doesn’t really work very well. However, I think I could bang out a few Episodes of each if I had two or three weeks to devote to it. At least a week to get a couple each maybe.

Until then, you can watch the first Episode of UQF: Dimmer Than Darkness here and of UQF: The Further Adventures Of Stoner & The Veev here. So long as you’re not Allergic to Fun, anyway!
genpox productions present
Kid Penicillin:
The Baddest Space Pirate
In The Galaxy
Join Kid Penicillin & The crew of The Slippery Lipid
On Their Adventures Around The Galaxy!
Meet Kid Penicillin: The Baddest Space Pirate In The Galaxy
Kid Penicillin is a character I made up a few years ago when I was just doodling on a quiet afternoon. Full disclosure: I have the drawing skills of a small child who’s never been near a crayon before – but like a lot of people, I still enjoy doing it from time to time as a way to relax and allow myself to be creative with absolutely no pressure to produce anything good or “usable”. Free time stuff, gotta love it.
Anyway, I made a colored pencil drawing of a giant Space Bacteria holding a ray gun in its flagellum with the caption, “Kid Penicillin: The Baddest Space Pirate In The Galaxy”, and I thought it was funny and the character stuck with me and grew over time. So, when I was looking to come up with an example for the Lit Bits Storytelling Project, the Kid was the first thing that popped in my head – and so I figured I should start with an Origin Story and so wrote his to fit the parameters of the Lit Bits Project.
And I gotta say, it was a lot of fun. While the illustrations aren’t like what an actual artist would produce, I think they turned out pretty good, and I actually like the general aesthetic of it and I’m happy with how it turned out overall.
In fact, I think I will do some more when I can squeeze in the time – I already have some of the other crew drawn up in similarly amateurish doodles that I need to do the whole photshop thing to and work some other stories into a Lit Bit format, but little by little I do want to continue with this little Side Quest. Because it’s fun, and a big reason why I put this site together in the first place is to have a place for people to share the stuff they enjoy making – and last I checked, I’m people, so I’m taking myself up on the offer.
As things move along and I can start to move more Projects to the front burner, one of the things I definitely want to do at Generation Apocalypse Webzine is to publish good short stories in the more traditional sense. I feel that there can’t be too many places for that kind of thing in this world, and I definitely want the Webzine to become a member of that ecosystem. But I’m taking my time with that project so that it can be done well, but that requires a serious commitment of time and focus and I just have too many other little tasks on my plate at the moment. Soon though, hopefully.
At the same time, I don’t want to wait for a devoted (and competent) fiction department at the Webzine before publishing some form of storytelling on here. I started the UnQuesting Fire stories, but those (a) needed to be back-burnered until I have a couple weeks where that’s the only project I need to focus on; and (b) it’s basically a solo project and I want a bunch of random projects where various people can share their versions.
So I thought up Lit Bits as the first of these random little projects – which I do hope to get a bunch more going, but not just storytelling projects. This is where I hope to bring in some collaborators on the site soon, so that they can run their own little projects in music, food, fashion, etc, etc.
My thought process is that’s the part of shows like Top Chef or Ink Master that I love – you give creative people a very specific project in the general field that they’re really good at, and then see what amazing things they come up with. Honestly, if this was what Reality TV was – and without all the competition bullshit that has never made one of those shows even slightly better – then imagine how much more watchable tv would actually be, these days.
Anyway, I hope that some folks enjoyed my first attempt with Kid Penicillin & The Escape From The Amoebius Strip, and maybe got an idea for one of their own. If this is you: then make it and submit it – even if you’ve never done something like that before. Have fun making something and then share it with other people who also like that sort of thing! That’s how people are supposed to live. It’s the End Of The World – if we don’t try living like we’re human now, then when?